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cause i'm sixty-six years of age

tonight i'm coming down with a fever

i need some cold a air on my face

three tries couldn't make me a believer

walking out through my door

on suicide try number four

born alone lived this world

while dreams come and go along

this final waltz is all i have

and i'm alone again

walk through belgique quarters

this milf talks me to a bar

"old mate you look blue wanna drink with me?"

but tonight i feel like having water

so i keep walking through where i was born

solitary town i call home

long i was away from you

but die i want here in cologne

born alone lived this world

while dreams come and go along

this final waltz is all i have

and i'm alone again

now i stand at the edge of a bridge

my mind recalls a quiz i tried

it said inside you are sixty-six

but for real i'm only twenty-five

born alone lived this world

while dreams come and go along

this final waltz is all i have

and i'm alone again

and move on

.

written and played

by Teo Yoo

X X V I • V • M M X

there is a girl called laura

she makes my heart smile

i will miss you

very much

pictures © laura

This is a letter to my friend george ...

now i see

i was on my way to loose myself and all my dreams.

this winter was the peak of the past three years of my life.

now i can say,.. i had tough times.

there were so many times i wanted to die

during the past three years

and especially this past winter.

our past.. this winter... hum haha

i think you dont even really know how

much i wanted to die.

i got my spirit back

and continue at the point where i stopped

and where i even went a few steps back sometimes.

i shared so many things with you george

(though i was mad at you too sometimes)

both good and bad

productive and unproductive times

we met so many people

saw so many things

laughed together, cried together

and i want to thank you for being my friend

the closest

since last summer

when we first met and started together

who knew me best during my rough times

and who maybe couldnt always keep me from doing harm to myself.

but well....

no regrets

no reproach

it was simply me

getting the experience

..and growing somehow.

half of our time i wasnt myself though, i had lost 'the shining in my eyes' how you perfectly described it once.

life gets beautiful again in my eyes.

but i always loved life as you know..

i am So happy at the moment.

just small things which are bothering me but you know me...

i dont complain much... at least i try to.

"beschwerden aus den mündern der verwöhnten"

like my brother said once

hearing 'modern' kids complaining kind of makes me sick

in my point of view i have 3 close friends

who know my thoughts really well

one of them is you

i love you!!!

there are so many good memories.

god babe haha... imagine us last summer...

and aaaaalll those steps and things we shared.

just amazing

!

ill always be there for you.

your (recovered) girl,

hyuna