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// VI•XXIX

Glassworks: Opening by xxxkimana

E X P R E S S I O N

Renaissance by xxxkimana

X I V • I X • M M X

Bittersweet Sympathy

H O M E

♥

meine lieben freunde

ich werde euch vermissen

vielleicht bin ich ja bald wieder da

see you soon

cologne

♥

its good to be home

♥

♥

last weekend

before i go back to korea

amazing parties today and tomorrow

friday

kompakt

!!!

saturday

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by the way

the best party

in the world

E X P R E S S I O N

Fellow by xxxkimana

쿙짱

as known as

Kyeung Un Lee

my adorable friend

♥

I M P R E S S I O N

I M P R E S S I O N

V I I I • V I I • M M X

I barely dream

but I had a terrible one some nights ago

calm and peaceful I felt two weeks before

I was home and saw all my loved ones

sitting at my friends place in the kitchen

preparing a salad together

balcony doors opened

hearing voices from the courtyard

listening to music

I didn't know that I could feel so happy in that moment

last week I came back to where I live currently

I felt heavy

suffocated

and sad

I was watching the Germany - Argentina game outside

the first time I really went outside the house

after two days of isolated moodiness

after the game

I went home

and fell asleep

in my dream I was running through streets

it was night and people were everywhere

It wasn't packed

just people walking around

it seemed like it was weekend

I can't locate the dream

it even seemed like streets back home

I was running

looking behind

looking around

I was haunted

strained

scared

then I got caught

the guy was talking to me

I could not escape

nor run nor say anything

mute

he was dragging me

leading the way

he tried to push me into a car

but then he realized that it was occupied

it was a police car

ironically

they were in a careless mood

they were laughing about the incidence

I was silent

I felt invisible

they were looking through me

ignoring my helpless eyes

I felt like a ghost

the guy was dragging me further

scared and weak willed I followed

but somehow it wasn't him who scared me

he didn't look scary

I almost remember his face

then I escaped somehow

running again

hysterically looking around

hiding behind a building

checking where the guy is

running to another direction

hiding again behind a tree

then I woke up

I felt awful

then I thought about this dream a lot

maybe I dreamt this because my nerves were tensed from the football game

football players like a crowd

running after one ball

hunting the ball?

the feeling I had

of being haunted

but then

I thought of something worse

that

I kept on looking after the my hunter

why did I?

I kept on looking for it

scared

haunted.