leaving cologne and europe

was a big step

now i am in seoul

korea is busy and hectic

눈치 everywhere you go

it is a korean cultural thing

very difficult for me

since i am fully european born and raised

kind of intresting

but also exhausting

in seoul

i wanted to get into

self orientation and purification

i succeeded doing detox

but it is hard to focus on oneself in seoul

especially when you are new

when you are working in entertainment business

and people have expectations