I barely dream
but I had a terrible one some nights ago
calm and peaceful I felt two weeks before
I was home and saw all my loved ones
sitting at my friends place in the kitchen
preparing a salad together
balcony doors opened
hearing voices from the courtyard
listening to music
I didn't know that I could feel so happy in that moment
last week I came back to where I live currently
I felt heavy
suffocated
and sad
I was watching the Germany - Argentina game outside
the first time I really went outside the house
after two days of isolated moodiness
after the game
I went home
and fell asleep
in my dream I was running through streets
it was night and people were everywhere
It wasn't packed
just people walking around
it seemed like it was weekend
I can't locate the dream
it even seemed like streets back home
I was running
looking behind
looking around
I was haunted
strained
scared
then I got caught
the guy was talking to me
I could not escape
nor run nor say anything
mute
he was dragging me
leading the way
he tried to push me into a car
but then he realized that it was occupied
it was a police car
ironically
they were in a careless mood
they were laughing about the incidence
I was silent
I felt invisible
they were looking through me
ignoring my helpless eyes
I felt like a ghost
the guy was dragging me further
scared and weak willed I followed
but somehow it wasn't him who scared me
he didn't look scary
I almost remember his face
then I escaped somehow
running again
hysterically looking around
hiding behind a building
checking where the guy is
running to another direction
hiding again behind a tree
then I woke up
I felt awful
then I thought about this dream a lot
maybe I dreamt this because my nerves were tensed from the football game
football players like a crowd
running after one ball
hunting the ball?
the feeling I had
of being haunted
but then
I thought of something worse
that
I kept on looking after the my hunter
why did I?
I kept on looking for it
scared
haunted.
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